this is my haven, carousel of dreams.

childhood memories,
when life was just so simple,
uncomplicated love,
naive thinking,
un scared heart,
The Pure and the innocent,
i wish i could go back,
to netherland,
ill choose to be one of the lost boys,
never want to grow up and suffer the tortures
face the reality, taste the bitterness of life.

why cant i sit on the carousel, i want to sit on the horse,
why do they not allow me to? why cant i still be a little child!
i WANT TO sit on the horse, sigh.....